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Guilt.Inside the soul i feel a pain that comes.Guilt. by ANIMEMANGAKIDGIRL
it feels so awful because it follows you wherever you go, talked about in your silences, and rips out any dignity - even in the most confident and thoughtful.
Guilt is make or break.
you do something that will either make you stronger in the long run or will break you into so many pieces that you will never be the same again. life as you knew it is over.
Then, when you think you're okay again, old emotions will open back up like a almost healed scar, and those feelings will almost flood you to the point of being so overwhelmed... you can barely function.
Regrets don't heal.
The easy way out.I was getting drenched by rain and hailstones, I felt the slow saturation from rain on my shirt, making me colder. I did feel the hailstones hitting my head, shoulders and face. Did I feel pain? No. Was I bothered by the rain? Nope. It had a deeper meaning to me, Because sometimes the days just pass, with no trace. It just passes. With no mark at all. There are minds in which you look back you do not understand is what happened ... But you know that when it happened , I have not ever been the same .The easy way out. by ANIMEMANGAKIDGIRL
Slowly I will go. You will see less of me of course. Each day passes, no more of my face. My face, that you hate so much. My mouth... Well, that will always have memories. The rest does not bother you. My eyes? When I accidentally catch yours, I see the anger and hatred fill and twist your face into something darker then others see.
That side was nearly a month ago.
Now to you I'm a joke. Something to make fun of and taunt to make your day feel fuller. Your lies, it hurts. Innocence? Ha. Dr
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